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I am a bipolar alcoholic trying to get my life into perspective. I am also a musicaholic and lover of art and poetry, which is much healthier. This blog is my own journey of recovery and self help... I am a musician and songwriter, budding artist and mystic amongst other things.

Why why why why why why why?

God why do I do this to myself? I didn't go to bed. I polished off the freakin bottle and chatted to some freak from Germany until 6am this morning. My husbnad is not impressed. I am not impressed. I decided it would be ok to have a drink because some stupid football game was on... It is never ok. I am not ok right now.
I think I'll leave it at that for today. I feel like an idiot and also feel like I am going to throw up.
Peace.

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