Finally... the song I spoke of is recorded!

It's just a rough recording, but I think it's honest, so I really want to share.
Hope you enjoy... it's a bit kinda sad, but like I said, it's honest.

You can download and listen: Keep it if you like it.
It is called "I Wish That I Could Tell You."
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The Lyrics:

What you see and what is real
Are not the same,
(You know) What really lies beneath
Is the truth and shame...
You know I wish that I could tell you
What's really going on,
I know it seems as though I'm here,
But I'm so far gone.. so far gone.

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Do you see what I see?
I think no, I think no way.
All that glitters is not gold,
I really need someone to hold me up today,
Coz I'm not okay.

Do you have a magic spell
That'll raise me from this hell...
Because I'm sinking,
And I'm fucking drinking again...
You know I wish that I could tell you
What's really going on,
I know it seems as though I'm here,
But I'm so far gone.. so far gone.

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Do you see what I see?
I think no, I think no way.
All that glitters is not gold,
I really need someone to hold me up today,
Coz I'm not okay.

And the next time that you see me smile,
Will you see that it's a veil?
And when I'm standing in the sunshine,
Will you see the rain and hail?
And when I run for the horizon
Will you see the cage I'm in?
I'm only hoping that I've got
the strength within me
To free myself again.

The girl you see isn't always me...

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Do you see what I see?
I think no, I think no way.
All that glitters is not gold,
I really need someone to hold me up today,
Coz I'm not okay.